admin
22-08-2009, 01:25 PM
Today has been 1 of those days. You know the day you wake up and life sux. Everything annoys you, even the birds cherping and the sun shinning.... Well this has been me since yesturday... ready to rip somebodies head off.
I don't know why but something tells me its hormones but anyway I took my bitchiness out on a kid tonight. Now settle Ange.. I am admitting my wrong doings and feel like shit so I know I was in the wrong!! :rolleyes:
Today has been full on. We had our last Auskick this morning and as I expected, Blaines dad didnt show up to take him so it was a whirlwind to fly out the door and get there on time. Anyway we get there, forgot to take our meds so that wasnt good to start off with, anyway his Dad shows.... Im like 'what the???' I knew if I said what i wanted to say i would have mad a scene so I bit my tongue and let him go on his way. I kid you not he was there for about 2 minutes. i have no idea why he bothers.
So Blaine does his Auskick, we do the thanks speeches, blaine gets his certificate and medal and starts mucking aroung like an idiot... (what do I expect... I forgot the medicine so my fault :rolleyes:) so my patience is wearing thin. We take off to Fountain Gate to get to Medicare on time.... do all that while Blaine cant walk straight and is dancing around like a twit with ants in his dacks... Patience getting thinner :(
Back in the car to go grocery shopping. All going good apart from the balarining clown I have as a son..... do the shopping. i like to go to the self serve registers... No chit chat, bags are packed properly and Ive done it all myself (god im a control freak :cool:) well this machine keep coming up with verification.... God I was ready to explode (all this happening and no swearing :eek:) so finally get out of there, get home, unpack and put Blaine into a shower. I convince him after he takes his medicine he needs to have a rest if he wants to go to the footy tonight, suprisingly he falls straight to sleep... aghhh time for some washing and odd jobs. I go change the globes to find out they are the wrong ones. By this stage Im ready to throw my hands in the air and climb into bed until I wake up tomorrow to start again.
So time flies and its time to take of to catch a train. I wake Blaine, drive to the station, catch a train and we are off.
All going good, Ive settled a bit so we grab something to eat and head into the ground. Seats are ok (expected better for what I paid but oh well ) and we start watching. Our team lost but nothing that upsets me Im there more so for Blaine to deal with losses and wins and a varied range of emotions and how he needs to react etc for his issues. Its very important that I show him good sportsmanship even with the apposing team and clap etc and never ever be nasty or hurl abuse (impressed Ange... ;) lol....) to the oposing team or their supporters.
So all is ok. Im chatting to the lady beside me Blaine not handling a few situations but we chat through it and he calms down and gets on with it. Well there is a mum with 2 kids infront of us. As normal supporters they cheered when their team did something and we did the same when our team did.... All very normal and nothing to concerning, but the kids were looking back every single time we made a move, clapped, cheered, even spoke or ate. This was driving me insane and i wanted to say something but thought no. Anyway this went on the whole game. We get to the end of the 3rd and these kids are still doing it. Not rude, not doing anything but annoying me. Well I lost it. I 1st asked this boy if he could please turn around to watch the game. Well then his sister thought she would get into it and argued back "why should he... he is only looking?" I was not in the mood I tell you.... So the mother looks at me and I say...."we are here to watch the game, you also paid to watch, so please turn around as your starting to upset my son" well its on..... the old lady infront of me pipes up telling me to be nice and he is only a kid. I said politely I am here for a nice night with my son and i dont think its too much for me to ask for them to watch the game rather than us. God listen to me... What a bloody headcase... Im sure its me with issues not Blaine.
We sat and continued to watch and not pay attention but the boy had started crying and i felt like a real bitch. Blaine wanted me to apologise but I was so angry with myself i couldnt. I just would have started another arguement.
So 20 mins into the last quarter I convince Blaine we head to the toilet and leave from there and catch the early train. NO SUCH BLOODY LUCK.
We get to the station and it was a bloody mess. There was an announcement to say 2 Pakenham trains were cancelled. Then we get told there is a train coming. All of a sudden another announcement comes up saying our train is on another platform. so we run over and get it... We get on only to find the platform we were on has another pakky train there too. So there is 2 pakky trains. Well the other train takes off and we sit for 15 mins while the train fills... talk about karma. Well we are finally home and we sat with a huge bunch of people who were lovely but i still feel like crap about this boy.
Now I know 99.9% chance that these people will never read this.... and who am I to kid... half of you wont either....lol
But this is a public apology to that family.
Who ever you are, I am sorry for spoiling your night. You were there for the same reason as us and I am so sorry that I took my mood out on your son. I am sorry I made him cry but it was I thought a small request so we could watch the game without feeling uncomfortable. It was not his fault I had an issue and hope you can forgive me for my bad behaviour.
However, may I sugest that you explain to your children that it is a sport that has 2 teams and poeple like to barrack and cheer for their teams too. Keeping their support going is all that is needed and not to get so upset when others do it too. Again I am sorry. I know I spoilt my night as I am sure I spoilt yours.
Well I am going to go to sleep and hopefully wake up on the right side of the bed in the morning. Thanks for letting me have my rant.
I don't know why but something tells me its hormones but anyway I took my bitchiness out on a kid tonight. Now settle Ange.. I am admitting my wrong doings and feel like shit so I know I was in the wrong!! :rolleyes:
Today has been full on. We had our last Auskick this morning and as I expected, Blaines dad didnt show up to take him so it was a whirlwind to fly out the door and get there on time. Anyway we get there, forgot to take our meds so that wasnt good to start off with, anyway his Dad shows.... Im like 'what the???' I knew if I said what i wanted to say i would have mad a scene so I bit my tongue and let him go on his way. I kid you not he was there for about 2 minutes. i have no idea why he bothers.
So Blaine does his Auskick, we do the thanks speeches, blaine gets his certificate and medal and starts mucking aroung like an idiot... (what do I expect... I forgot the medicine so my fault :rolleyes:) so my patience is wearing thin. We take off to Fountain Gate to get to Medicare on time.... do all that while Blaine cant walk straight and is dancing around like a twit with ants in his dacks... Patience getting thinner :(
Back in the car to go grocery shopping. All going good apart from the balarining clown I have as a son..... do the shopping. i like to go to the self serve registers... No chit chat, bags are packed properly and Ive done it all myself (god im a control freak :cool:) well this machine keep coming up with verification.... God I was ready to explode (all this happening and no swearing :eek:) so finally get out of there, get home, unpack and put Blaine into a shower. I convince him after he takes his medicine he needs to have a rest if he wants to go to the footy tonight, suprisingly he falls straight to sleep... aghhh time for some washing and odd jobs. I go change the globes to find out they are the wrong ones. By this stage Im ready to throw my hands in the air and climb into bed until I wake up tomorrow to start again.
So time flies and its time to take of to catch a train. I wake Blaine, drive to the station, catch a train and we are off.
All going good, Ive settled a bit so we grab something to eat and head into the ground. Seats are ok (expected better for what I paid but oh well ) and we start watching. Our team lost but nothing that upsets me Im there more so for Blaine to deal with losses and wins and a varied range of emotions and how he needs to react etc for his issues. Its very important that I show him good sportsmanship even with the apposing team and clap etc and never ever be nasty or hurl abuse (impressed Ange... ;) lol....) to the oposing team or their supporters.
So all is ok. Im chatting to the lady beside me Blaine not handling a few situations but we chat through it and he calms down and gets on with it. Well there is a mum with 2 kids infront of us. As normal supporters they cheered when their team did something and we did the same when our team did.... All very normal and nothing to concerning, but the kids were looking back every single time we made a move, clapped, cheered, even spoke or ate. This was driving me insane and i wanted to say something but thought no. Anyway this went on the whole game. We get to the end of the 3rd and these kids are still doing it. Not rude, not doing anything but annoying me. Well I lost it. I 1st asked this boy if he could please turn around to watch the game. Well then his sister thought she would get into it and argued back "why should he... he is only looking?" I was not in the mood I tell you.... So the mother looks at me and I say...."we are here to watch the game, you also paid to watch, so please turn around as your starting to upset my son" well its on..... the old lady infront of me pipes up telling me to be nice and he is only a kid. I said politely I am here for a nice night with my son and i dont think its too much for me to ask for them to watch the game rather than us. God listen to me... What a bloody headcase... Im sure its me with issues not Blaine.
We sat and continued to watch and not pay attention but the boy had started crying and i felt like a real bitch. Blaine wanted me to apologise but I was so angry with myself i couldnt. I just would have started another arguement.
So 20 mins into the last quarter I convince Blaine we head to the toilet and leave from there and catch the early train. NO SUCH BLOODY LUCK.
We get to the station and it was a bloody mess. There was an announcement to say 2 Pakenham trains were cancelled. Then we get told there is a train coming. All of a sudden another announcement comes up saying our train is on another platform. so we run over and get it... We get on only to find the platform we were on has another pakky train there too. So there is 2 pakky trains. Well the other train takes off and we sit for 15 mins while the train fills... talk about karma. Well we are finally home and we sat with a huge bunch of people who were lovely but i still feel like crap about this boy.
Now I know 99.9% chance that these people will never read this.... and who am I to kid... half of you wont either....lol
But this is a public apology to that family.
Who ever you are, I am sorry for spoiling your night. You were there for the same reason as us and I am so sorry that I took my mood out on your son. I am sorry I made him cry but it was I thought a small request so we could watch the game without feeling uncomfortable. It was not his fault I had an issue and hope you can forgive me for my bad behaviour.
However, may I sugest that you explain to your children that it is a sport that has 2 teams and poeple like to barrack and cheer for their teams too. Keeping their support going is all that is needed and not to get so upset when others do it too. Again I am sorry. I know I spoilt my night as I am sure I spoilt yours.
Well I am going to go to sleep and hopefully wake up on the right side of the bed in the morning. Thanks for letting me have my rant.